SouthEast Lights Journal

Raising The Roof

Putting a new roof on the house and with all of the hammering and pounding, there's no way I can concentrate and write about lights, or anything else for that matter. Bought the house almost new in 81, replaced roof around 96-97 and they did a horrible job, so I've got to replace 15-20 sheets of plywood that I wasn't counting on. Sometimes not using a credit card is a pain in the ass. At least this is the last roof we'll have to put on! Kids, we got the best Certainteed shingles we could afford with a 40 year warranty but remember what Tommy Boy said about guarantees.

Think I'll wait until a I'm in a better frame of mind to discuss lights. Since this is the first time in a very long time that people I dont know are around the house, I'll probably discuss security issues at some point in the near future as well.

Life, Death and the Circle In-between

I might as well get this one out of the way in light of my last journal entry. As a respiratory therapist I have seen hundreds, maybe more than a thousand, people die. I have quite literally "pulled the plug" on patients as young as a couple of hours old, as well as centurions. It is a very humbling and thought provoking experience. I always felt sorry for the grieving families more than I did for the patients, because their suffering was just beginning while the patients suffering was over. Of all the people I've seen die, not one of them appeared scared or frightened. Because of these experiences, I know that death is not something to be scared of, as it's the natural conclusion of life.

If you've read this journal so far, you'll notice I use "circle of life" and "universal mind" quite frequently, so I'll explain what I mean by those terms. When a person is born, they depend on an adult for their very survival. When that same person becomes very old, they also depend on adults, frequently relatives, for their survival. That's if you're lucky. Unfortunately, sometimes the circle is truncated by accidents, disease, etc. It is my belief that when that circle of life is completed, the consciousness part of our being, usually referred to as a soul, becomes part of the entity/being that created, is aware of and knows everything contained in the universe. This is what religious people call God and what I call the Universal Mind.

I do not believe in heaven or hell nor do I think of God as a physical being. He/she/it is not sitting on a throne, surrounded by angels, requiring worship, subservience and adulation, with streets paved with gold or any other physical description that's found in the Judeo/Christian Bible. I was required to attend Southern Baptist churches when I was a kid and even as a 10-12 year old, I argued with my Sunday school teacher when he stated the standard Christian belief that if a person does not accept Jesus Christ as their personal Lord and Savior, they cannot enter heaven.

How could a just and loving God deny over half of the population of earth a place in heaven because they don't have knowledge of the life of Jesus Christ?

I do believe what most consider God or heaven is a form of pure knowledge or intelligence. It's not a physical entity that is responsible or responds to human thoughts or actions, so no amount of prayer will change reality. I've heard too many anguished prayers in an ICU begging God to save their child go unanswered to know that God is not responsible for the life or death of their child. Now the _belief_ in prayer can change reality because it can bring about a change in how we perceive reality, like the placebo effect in medicine. But the physical act of prayer changes nothing in the real, logical world.

There are no miracles, humans can't talk or communicate with God, nor is God responsible for everything/anything on earth. How can a rational and logical person think God is responsible for saving that one survivor of a plane crash and not think that God also was responsible for the plane crash itself? I cringe every time I hear an athlete thank God for winning a game. Out of all the things that occur in the universe, why would God even consider something so meaningless as a game? There you have it kids, g-kids and g-g-kids, that's my belief in the Universal Mind, I wonder what you all will think and believe about God when you read this?

Next week, it's back to cannabis! I just received the Lumigrow 325 back after being repaired, so I think lights will be the next subject.

Vic High Completes The Circle of Life

I knew when I posted the last journal entry to various cannabis cultivation fora that I would be opening a Pandora's Box. I decided to post it anyway because I wanted to see if any real old timers from the 90's were still active online, to say thanks to those who helped me along the way and to let people know that Northern Lights was not a pure Type II/Indica. I knew most would not understand the significance of reverse-engineering an exceedingly stable variety of cannabis that is a foundational stock of a lot of cannabis that's consumed today. There are still seedbanks today that state Northern Lights is a pure Type II/Indica and since I have had a couple of pure Type I/Sativas out of my NL grows, I obviously know that's not correct. From everything I can find, Sensi's Northern Lights was NL Seattle Greg's #2 and #5. I stay away from geographical descriptions such as Kush, Afgani, etc. because I'm no longer acquainted with smugglers who bring it in, so I know not to believe any stories of where cannabis might have actually been grown. As far as the question on F5 generations being problematic, in my previous experience with Jamaican and Columbian sativa dominant hybrids (I actually knew where they came from back then), I found that after 5-6 generations of seed development, the plants started to lose uniformity and consistancy. They were no longer stable and dependable. Can't address any loss of vigor in the Jamaican grows as I wasn't aware of that theory then, but it was a concern with NL as I got into F4 and F5.

It is totally unfounded. There's absolutely no loss of vigor in multi-generations of NL.

If you've read through almost any of the Journal section of the site, you'll notice the nym Vic High. He was responsible for developing the very first Web based forum dedicated to cultivating and developing cannabis over 20 years ago, at great risk to his personal freedom. Except for Frank and Rosenthal's Grower's Guide, I learned more about cannabis genetic selection from Vic's BCGA website than any other reference source. In reading through the forum at International Cannagraphic, I learned he died about a month ago. I have no idea how old he was, if he had a wife/children or anything else about him but I do know that without his efforts, the BC and to some extent, the U.S. cannabis scene would not be anything close to what it is now.

Not to mention the U.S. based seed slinger Subcool would still be repairing HVAC systems instead of passing off Vic's genetics and organic soil as his own and B.O.G. would still be trying to figure out why his genetics sucked and whoring his seeds on CBay. In addition, Mr. Soul would still be trying to figure out how to cube his Jack Herrer hermie and turn it into Cinderella 99. I digress.

As is almost always true, especially in the U.S., the real innovators and revolutionaries do the hard work and spread their knowledge to others because they have a real quest for acquiring knowledge and enlightening others. Inevitably, capitalist entrepreneurs take that knowledge and make a product to pimp and whore to the public with the sole purpose to make m-o-n-e-y, with no regard or respect to those who actually did the work to make the product possible.

Vic High was a innovator and revolutionary in cannabis and the current online cannabis community has no idea who he was or what he did, unfortunately.

Breaking a Couple of Lifelong Rules

I've decided to post the following message to various cannabis discussion groups because it's time to "come out of the closet", so to speak. I've used cannabis for 50 years now and I'm sick of being treated like a criminal. The following journal entry is a TL;DR/Cliffnotes version of this website so you can see what I've done, why I did it, and how I've done it:

This is my first/last/only post to this forum. Moderators, I think I’ve cleaned this info up enough so it will not violate your TOS but if you have any issues with the content of this post, please do not edit it, just delete it. I have no desire to be moderated but I do realize I am your guest here, so I'll act accordingly.

My nym (anonymous name) is Charles U. Farley. I was born in the same state as Owsley Stanley, went to the same junior high and high school as Hunter S. Thompson, and I'm a Fugitive From Injustice. I sprouted my first seeds in 1970 after reading A Child's Garden of Grass but didn't really get plants to flowering until the next year when I bought A Connoisseurs Handbook of Marijuana.

Moved to a part of Miami known as Sunny Isles; from Haulover Cut north to Golden Beach, it was like Las Vegas without legal gambling, right on the Atlantic Ocean. Affordable motels with names like The Castaways, The Thunderbird, The Beachcomber and The Marco Polo attracted tourists from all over the east coast, especially NY and NJ. It was known as Motel Row.

Visiting teenagers were attracted to a local club on the beach called Thee Image. Bands like Led Zeppelin, Cream, The Grateful Dead, Steppenwolf, Iron Butterfly, etc. played there. A mile or two north in Golden Beach is 461 Ocean Blvd, where Clapton stayed and played in the 70’s. About 10 minutes away from Sunny Isles was a recording studio called Criteria Studios, where groups like The Allman Brothers, Crosby, Stills and Nash, Eric Clapton, The Eagles, and Fleetwood Mac recorded their award winning albums.

It was quite a large market for cannabis.

Many of the motels were controlled or strongly influenced by organized crime and that’s a fact. All of these motels employed bellhops, bartenders, and pool boys to keep the tourists happy. Many supplemented their income by providing tourists with a type of cannabis that was not available Up North. It was a variety from Jamaica that smelled very different from what they were used to. It was expensive, didn't have seeds, and you didn’t get much but it was really, really good. The tourists didn’t mind paying for it, after all, they were on vacation. It came from Jamaica into Haulover Cut on small sail and power boats, passed by Beer Can Island on the way to Maule Lake Marina to be offloaded. I was a pool boy, so I knew a lot of those involved who were bringing it in. They became my friends.

Went to college and became a Registered Respiratory Therapist. Absolutely loved the hospital environment, especially the ER. Met a very special group of people who studied hard, worked hard, and played hard. It was a loving and caring environment, where I witnessed some of the most horrific things that can happen to a human body. Cannabis eased the pain of witnessing the carnage, it helped me feel better when I felt like Hell, because I witnessed it as patients bled out.

Fugitive From Injustice

Motel Row

Registered Therapist

Then came oil embargos, cocaine cowboys, race riots, Ronald Reagan elected and John Lennon dead, so I decide to bail out of Miami and head to the mountains of the southeast U.S. I grew outdoors in the early 80’s until a divorce and the War on Drugs forced me back inside. I acquired a 1000 watt metal halide light, closed off a 10 square foot closet and ventilated it with a 450 CFM exhaust fan. Good thing I had a lot of seeds because I made a lot of mistakes. Outdoor bred Jamaican and Columbian cannabis takes a lot of taming and training to make the transition indoors but contrary to popular belief, it can be done. What I needed was a Type II/Indica to shorten the size and increase the yield.

In the mid 90’s Owsley Stanley, who produced more LSD than any other human, participated in the Usenet newsgroup alt.drugs, as did Bob Wallace, Microsoft's ninth employee and Sasha Shuglin of PIHKAL fame, among others. Other subgroups like alt.drugs.psychedelics and alt.drugs.chemistry were formed, going through the standard Usenet RFD (request for discussion) process. Then a new group appeared called alt.drugs.pot.cultivation and it didn't go through the normal RFD process. The word "pot" didn't mean a thing to anyone outside the U.S. and Usenet was very much an international forum, so the name sucked but it ended up being a very, very active newsgroup. Respect to Edith, Ratchet and AKA for keeping it real for newbs. Also, gratitude to ph and NPKaye who did their best. I didn't grow like they grew (hydro/ScrOG) but I did appreciate how they presented their reasoning. Funny thing, I always learn more from those who I disagree with than those who always agree with me.

The alt.drugs.pot.cultivation (adpc) newsgroup became an international forum for sharing info, uniting people in BC with those in the NL, with those in GB, with those in OZ, with those in the US. For the first time in history, people from all over the world were sharing their knowledge of growing and developing cannabis via a INTERconnected NETwork. That's not all they were sharing. A participant by the nym of Jock lived in Amsterdam and was willing to send seeds to the U.S., something no NL based seed bank was willing to do. Quality seeds were available in BC, thanks to Marc Emery, but everyone knew the best seeds came from the NL.

Another invaluable resource in the late 90's was the Web based forum of the British Columbia Growers Association (BCGA). Someone by the nym of Vic High established the site to bring together local people who were interested in growing, cultivating and developing cannabis. It didn't stay local for long. Soon people found out about it via adpc and fantastic information, as well as seeds, were doing the cross border shuffle. This of course drew the attention of law enforcement organizations (LEO) and soon they were sniffing around trying to identify who was doing what and where they were doing it. Lots of BC busts starting filtering down to the U.S. about the time Overgrow, Cannabisworld and other sites began gaining momentum. I wonder what happened to Aeric77? Can’t find any info now on how his bust was resolved. Even though his forum was moderated, Vic did it in the most excellent way possible. Face it, people become unbelievably brave when they're behind a keyboard and easily transform into jerks. Objectively dealing with opinionated jerks is difficult, Vic did it with grace and dignity.

Vic High BCGA Website

Blunt Bros 90's Website

Sensi Northern Lights

In 1999, I take a cruise to Alaska via Vancouver. I had heard about a place called the Blunt Brothers from the BCGA forum, so I made plans to visit. I walked into the store, lurked around for a while then went up to the counter and asked if he'd seen Vic High around. He gave me a wft look but someone else asked how I knew Vic. I told them via the BCGA site and I was hoping he could hook me up with some BC bud I'd heard so much about. The guy gave me a real skeptical look, so I said, "Look, I didn't want to be the first dumbass American to get caught smuggling buds _into_ BC, so I didn't bring any of my own." He started laughing and told me where to go. A couple of streets down, I go into a basement area of a building, ask "What do you have for sale?" and the guy uncovers a display area with different kinds of buds and hash. Holy f***ing moly! I'll take some Skunk, a couple of grams of hash and what was my second choice from Jock, Northern Lights. After we get onboard, my wife and I completely agree, the Skunk smells better but the Northern Lights _is_ better. In fact, it’s even better than the hash.

After we got back to the States, I began to research everything I could find about Northern Lights. Now in 1999, that wasn't real easy. The only thing I trusted about High Times was the photography, so the BCGA forum, adpc and Sunny and Greenman’s seedbank review sites supplied the info I required. I discovered Sensi was the best seed bank for Northern Lights and when I found out Nevil sold his interest to Ben when he had to bail, I knew what I was going to do.

I was going to get Northern Lights seeds from Sensi Seeds.

The Seed Bank section of overgrow.com was kind of moderated by someone with the nym Gypsy Nirvana in 2000. He also sold seeds. Long story short, he would ship to the US and wasn't in BC or the NL but the UK, so no extra scrutiny from US Customs. He also guaranteed an unopened package of Sensi Northern Lights. A transaction was safely and successfully completed. Paid $120 USD for 10 seeds. They all sprouted, thrived and produced 6 females and four males. They were everything I was hoping they would be. Many thanks to Gypsy Nirvana for having the… ah fortitude… to mail completely sealed, expertly camouflaged cannabis seeds to the U.S. when almost no one else would!

I decided not to participate in overgrow, cannabisworld, etc. because of security concerns after the passage of the Patriot Act (have to bite my tongue and not say anything else on that one). I had fought the good fight long enough in adpc and besides, there was no way to do what was necessary to post <wtmkf> or <plonk> in the blinky, emoticon saturated environments of Web based fora. <vbseg>

For many, many years, up to the F4 gen, the Northern Lights plants were rock solid stable. They were essentially all the same, a vigorous Type IV/Hybrid Christmas tree pheno that made Northern Lights such a legendary developmental strain. I thought things might get weird at F5 and they did. Started getting a few Type II/Indica phenos that were poplar shaped, shorter and with much darker green leaves. They had a more intense smell with a heavy, mellow effect, a nice variation from the normal Northern Lights. After a couple grows, I learned to identify the pheno early in its development, so I could enjoy a bit of variety in the desired mental effect when they appeared.

At F6, the first Type I/Sativa plant appeared. I was sure this plant was just an over-achieving male because it was just so height dominant over all the others. The pre-flowers caused me to question my assumption and flowering proved me wrong. I was expecting so much after harvest and curing, given the rep of Thai sticks with my generation, but was a bit underwhelmed. Low yield, almost no smell with a nice, clear mental effect, quite familiar from my time in Miami. I guess I was expecting the Thai portion of Northern Lights to really be different from the high quality Jamaican and Columbian I knew so well. It wasn't. On this last F6 grow, all three phenos appeared simultaneously.

That's when I realized I had reverse engineered Northern Lights.

Type I/Sativa

Type II/Indica

Type IV/Hybrid

I want to say again that I have much, _much_ respect for the creator of Northern Lights, NL Seattle Greg. I have read everything I can find that he has posted online and I totally understand why Northern Lights is the legend it is. A Viet Nam vet who developed it for over ten years before Nevil even heard of it. He worked it because he _needed_ it for PTSD. Without even being aware of NL Seattle Greg's existence, I have followed a similar path. Much respect to Nevil Schoenmaker for taking the work of NL Seattle Greg and further developing it to refine and standardize it into a monumental, foundational developmental stock of cannabis. Respect to Ben Dronkers for further refining and sustaining Northern Lights and keeping the genotype intact until I could purchase it in 2000.

I always remembered Vic High's trials and tribulations with Blueberry from his posts on the BCGA web forum in the late 90's. He got seeds directly from Marc Emery, who got them directly from Sag, who had just started to market them for DJ. Vic didn't know if they were treated with colchicine or just inbred to death but his first grow with them sucked. Half the seeds didn't survive and those that did had variegated leaves, were sickly, scrawny and weren't very potent. To me it was ludicrous to develop this strain when the only thing it really had going for it was it smelled like a blueberry. Now in subsequent grows, I know it got much better for him. I know Vic liked working with it but I couldn't see how I would do well cultivating this type of cannabis. Sensitive to variations in light and fertilizer with a propensity to go hermie just didn't sound like foundational, developmental cannabis stock to me. I respected Vic but disagreed with him on this subject.

I wanted the exact opposite for the cannabis I was cultivating.

That's why I purchased Sensi's Northern Lights. In 1998 I had managed to get 10 Sensi Jack Herrer seeds sent to me via Jock and was not all that impressed after the first grow, even though it was a High Times Cup winner. I should have known, after all it was sponsored by High Times. It wasn't that much better than the Jamaican and Columbian plants I'd been working with for over 20 years, though the bud density was much better, as was the amount of visible resin. That’s why I needed a Type II/Indica dominant plant.

When I received the mail from Gypsy Nirvana containing the unopened, pristinely packaged Sensi Northern Lights seeds in 2000, I had been cultivating cannabis indoors for almost 15 years and outdoors for almost 30. You think you’ve seen everything after that period of time so you’re not ready when something extraordinary occurs. This happened last fall when I realized not only had I had reverse engineered Sensi's Northern Lights but I had developed a new variation of cannabis as well. Standing there looking at the three phenotypes of cannabis that came together to form Northern Lights made me wonder, how many other people had worked with just one type of cannabis for almost 20 years? Then I realized SouthEast Lights is a fundamentally different cannabis from Northern Lights, not only in flowering time but in many other ways as well.

A word about security, in all of my time cultivating cannabis, the only ones who have ever known I cultivate have been my wife and my dogs, period... end of story. I have lived by these simple rules:

1. Don't tell.

2. Don't show.

3. Don't sell.

I'm now breaking numbers one and two because I want to document what I've done and how I've lived my life with cannabis for our kids, grandkids, and great-grandkids. After I’m gone, they need to understand I’m not a criminal. I will never break number three because it's not morally right for me.

I’ve developed a completely non-commercial website (no ads, no links, no endorsements, absolutely no bull***t) that documents what I’ve done, how I’ve done it and why I’ve done it. It’s located at southeastlights dot org. I use the old Usenet method, afoaf, to make this website possible and to maintain my anonymity. I write and photograph everything, send it by good old snail mail to a friend in another state from my Usenet days who puts it into website form and then sends it to one of their friends who doesn't really know me except by reputation, who gets it uploaded to the web server.

The readers of this forum may find some of the information contained there useful to them, most probably will not. After all, I’m an old geezer now. What do I know, I don't even use the New, Super Improved Blueberry Bloomer Bud Booster. I have not participated in any type of online forum since 9/11 and as you can probably tell, I’m not going to start back up now. However, I do occasionally visit them so I can stay up to date, so feel free to post any comments or criticisms you may have. As I’ve said, I learn more from those who disagree with me than from those who agree with me.

I just won’t respond here, as I don’t do well in moderated environments.

Even though the U.S. government has always made me feel like one, I'm not a criminal. I've done nothing wrong. I've grown a plant that has never harmed or killed anyone and used it as a way to stay centered and focused in happiness, rather than being trapped in the reality of the death and despair I have witnessed. There's nothing wrong with using cannabis after you realize you've come home with brains on your shoes from a long night in the ER.

I'm considered a criminal because I grow a plant that has never harmed or killed anyone. I live in fear of going to jail for growing my own plants because I refuse to fund organized crime. I've never sold cannabis to anyone yet I can be put in prison for years. Somehow, it makes sense for the U.S. government to allow alcohol and tobacco that are known, proven killers to be legal but I can go to prison for cultivating cannabis? That is utter insanity and a complete injustice.

I remain, a Fugitive From Injustice,

Charles U. Farley

Taking Care Of What Takes Care Of You

Genetics and environment, that’s what separates phenomenal cannabis from the ordinary. There should be no great debate on which is more determinant, just like the Christmas movie Trading Places, it's both genetics and environment. With cannabis, great genetics can overcome the adversity of a poor environment and still produce above average THC levels, much more readily than average genetics can produce in an optimal environment. In my experience, there is no dramatic improvement to be gained by attempting to super-optimize the environment with exotic fertilizers, soil additives or CO2 supplementation.

Begin with superior genetics, provide the proper environment and take care of the plant as it develops.

  • photo of SouthEast Lights bud with Grow Guide book
  • photo of Northern Lights cannabis reverse engineered
  • photo of SoyuthEast Lights in mid-flowering
  • photo of SouthEast Lights cannabis in tent
  • photo of SouthEast Lights in snow, just before harvest

It’s easy to get caught up in all the technical details and information regarding cannabis cultivation and forget that you are dealing with real, living organisms that respond to what you do and that you are responsible for. Treat them like you would want to be treated. Would you want to be in an environment where: you are constantly fed as much as you can possibly eat and as much as you can possibly drink, all the time; parts of your appendages are cut, clipped or crushed before being attached to chicken wire, because they’ll grow back stronger and somehow better; you had to work 24 hours a day, seven days a week from birth until you are a pre-pubescent teen, then you are forced to develop and produce, just like an adult, in the shortest possible time; then when you reach super-accelerated, artificial old age in six to eight weeks, your caretaker thinks it’s best to try and fucking drown you to “flush out the salt”.

How can that make sense when you are dealing with _any_ living thing?

For those of you who are now rolling your eyes and thinking, I didn’t know grandpa/g-grandpa was a touch-feely, tree-hugger, the fact is I’m not. I don’t grow organic because I know that absolutely everything in life is the result of atoms, elements, compounds, etc. interacting with each other and nothing, so the source of their creation is of no consequence. I gained that knowledge from my experiences with LSD.

It is how the organism utilizes these chemicals that matters. Feel free to try all the bone/blood meal, earthworm castings and bat shit you want but going organic won’t make a substantial impact; because it's all about available nitrogen, potassium, phosphorus, and other nutrients the plant uses, in combination with oxygen and carbon dioxide. The plant does not care nor does it matter how those nutrients are created or produced, they just need to exist and be available.

This is the system that has worked for me and that I feel most comfortable with. I have always used soil as a growing medium because that’s how plants evolved and I like the way it feels and smells. You can put your hands in dirt and physically feel its composition and moisture content. I alternate watering cycles to provide periods of abundant moisture with periods of substantial dryness as well. I provide as much photosynthetically usable light as possible in an eighteen/six ratio during growth and an eleven/thirteen ratio for flowering, absolutely no 24 hour light cycles. I use water soluble, chemically derived fertilizers only when the plants demonstrate a need for additional nutrients. I provide an abundant amount of air flow, through both direct and indirect ventilation of the plants and growing area. I place plants in close proximity with each other to promote competition and enhance vertical growth. I frequently rotate plants around the light source to encourage even cola development, without destroying or restraining any growing tips/shoots.

I treat cannabis with respect.

I allow the time necessary for the plant to grow and develop an extensive root and leaf system before initiating the flowering cycle. I continue to fertilize when needed during this period, so leaves stay healthy and green. When the flowers are ready to harvest, the absolute last thing I would ever, _ever_ do is to drown the root system in an ignorant, misguided attempt to “flush out the N, P, K salts” so the final product will be “better and smoke smoother”. Flushing a plant at harvest is a common fallacy that is absolutely without scientific merit. And if any of you consume cannabis, hopefully you’re vaporizing or ingesting it and not smoking it. With the technology and infomation available today, only morons smoke cannabis. I wonder how it will be consumed 20 years from now and will I be around to utilize the new technology? You start thinking about this shit when you hit the mid 60's. I'm now more than twice as old as people I wasn't supposed to trust in 1968.

It’s not nearly as difficult to cultivate extraordinary cannabis as you may think. But it takes time, observation, patience and a lot of hard work. If one of you decide to carry on with the development of SouthEast Lights, keep these basic principles in mind as you change my methods and make them your own.

Take care of the plant so it will take care of you.

The Best Laid Plans

Sometimes in life, things don’t always work out the way you had hoped and planned. That's true for so much more in life than just cannabis development and that what I'm concentrating on today. With this journal, I'm going to show not only the successes I've had but the abject failures as well. I have been cultivating in a two foot by five foot closet for over 30 years, so I've obviously had to be super selective in choosing males for seed development and had to learn to store pollen long term. The addition of the four by four tent last year has allowed me a lot more freedom in the selection process, so I now can use the main closet for male development and seed propagation, instead of just production. Here is the method that works best for me, I know it's old-school but I have a tendency to stick with what is successful.

Immediately after collecting the pollen, mix it with an equal amount of corn starch and put the mixture in a 35mm film canister sealed with candle wax. You want to get the fresh pollen/corn starch mixture frozen as soon as you can. Place canisters in-between defrosted coolant gel packages, wrap with duct tape and place in bottom of freezer. Moisture is the enemy, so as I use the mixture, I put in silica gel pacs to absorb humidity. I’m not sure what the conventional wisdom is these days about how long pollen can be stored but I’ve had successful pollinations after over three years of storage.

That was not the case this time.

I always keep my oldest pollen in a special 35mm film container and last fall when I had all three phenos of Northern Lights in one grow, I defrosted the last of it to use on the Type IV/Hybrid plant. This pollen was almost five years old and came from my last Northern Lights F4 male. These females were the last of my F6 line-bred Northern Lights seeds and the last time I used this pollen, about 2 years ago, the resultant plants were quite normal. I coated the cola and waited.

At harvest there were around 20 viable looking seeds from the entire cola and of those, only 5 sprouted. At first they appeared normal and healthy but I started noticing they weren’t developing as they usually did. I couldn’t really put my finger on what was different until I induced flowering. Four were males and one was female, a ratio I have never, ever experienced, so I knew she was not going to be “normal”.

She was cultivated in the closet along with three SouthEast Lights females. As the plants developed, it was very obvious which one came from the old pollen. This one did not have the characteristic Christmas tree shape. It couldn’t seem to figure out whether it was going to be Type I/Sativa or Type II/Indica dominant, so it kind of became both. The bottom branches contained typical high quality thick, dense buds while the main cola was almost all non-resinated leaves. I’m coming up on 48 years of experience with cannabis cultivation and I have never seen a plant like this before, ever.

I doubt I ever will again.

Random Thoughts and Loose Ends

Spent part of the weekend evaluating what I've written in the journal so far and assessing the main photos. I'm OK with how this has begun. I haven't written very much in quite a long time, so I'm a bit verbose and the writing is quite awkward in some places. I'll get better the more I do this, like everything in life. Right now I've got a lot I want to communicate to my family, so I'm just going to write what I feel. I'll try to make a journal entry a couple of times a week until I cover the major subjects, then I'll make one at least every week to document what I'm doing and why..

I've decided to stick with the Nikon 4300 point and shoot because the photos don't look that bad unless you're looking at them on a large computer monitor, which I doubt anyone will, given the overwhelming obsession with phones. I don't feel like learning to strip EXIF data from photo files. I wonder how my grandkids and g-grandkids will access this information 20 or 30 years from now? As long as there is still some form or variation of an online, networked, computerized Internet, I'm pretty sure there will always be the Wayback Machine, and this site will be on it.

Nikon 4300 Closeup

From thebear.org

Just Be Here Now

As you've read what I've written so far, you will notice my admiration for Owsley Stanley. I want to make sure everyone realizes that I don't consider him some sort of "guru" or "idol". I know for a fact, that would be the very last thing he would want, as he would have nothing to do with any celebrity idolatry. He was just a man who had strong desire for knowledge, who made mistakes and was wrong about some things and right about most others… who happened to be a self-taught, creative fucking genius. He was so very much more than just an LSD chemist.

If you have taken the time to visit thebear.org, and I hope you have, you will see some very controversial beliefs, to say the least. He ate absolutely nothing but meat and animal products for over 50 years, no carbs whatsoever. Our two kids who are vegetarians just winced when they read that. He did not believe in global warming or holes in the ozone layer, at all. In fact, he felt that the world was on the brink of a new Ice Age. Do I agree with everything he writes in the Essays? Absolutely not. Do I respect his reasoning and beliefs? Most assuredly so. He did not pull these beliefs out of his ass, they were superbly researched and logical.  I have always learned more from people I disagree with than from those who always agree with me. Owsley Stanley was a rarity from the 60's, as he did what almost no one else from that era did:

He walked the talk... throughout his entire life.

I have never believed there was a "guru" or "teacher" who would reveal the secrets of the world to me. In the 1971 book Be Here Now, the author Baba Ram Dass/Dr. Richard Alpert went on a spiritual journey to India in his search for happiness and the meaning of life, looking for a guru to show him the way. Even as a teenager in high school reading his book, I knew the answer to those questions would be found within me and I would learn them on the path I would choose as my life unfolded. Not from some human who could utter profound yet ultimately valueless parables on the meaning of life; or from religiously divine, inspirational institutions who claim to represent the word of God; or from the use of drugs including psychedelics. Here is what I have found, so far, in my life: the meaning of life is whatever you make of it, how you live it and how you treat and interact with other people as you journey through time.

Make the very best of it you can.

Moving On Up, To The SouthEast Side

Roots + Leaves = Flowers

It’s easy to forget that simple equation when bombarded with marketing bullshit about super-specialized fertilizers, massive bud stimulators, dripping resin enhancers… ad fucking nauseum. Not only is that snake oil not required, it’s not even helpful, so don’t waste your money. Concentrate on root and leaf production, so the plant has the ability to generate the energy required for optimal flower development. One of the two best technologies I’ve discovered in the last 30 years have been fabric soil containers and LED lighting. In the photos below, you’ll see 18 SouthEast Lights plants in a ten square foot closet, followed by one plant that was developed in a plastic container and one from a fabric container.

  • photo of SouthEast Lights plants in closet
  • photo of plant from plastic pot
  • photo of roots from plastic pot
  • photo of plant from fabric pot
  • photo of roots from fabric pot

When you first look at the roots from the plastic containers, they look much more vigorous than the barely visible fabric roots. Even though the plants are almost identical in size and shape, the roots could not be more different, which will become readily apparent during harvest. The Velcro side makes transplanting into larger containers easy and five gallon plastic containers are perfect for submersing the outside of the fabric, keeping it moist during the primary vegetative phase. My goal is to have roots growing through the fabric at harvest.

You can see in the plastic environment the roots have concentrated at the edges and bottom of the container, so most of the soil in the container is not even in contact with roots. In the fabric environment, the roots terminate their development when they reach air. This forces them to generate additional root fibers that penetrate the interior of the container, instead of circling and concentrating on the bottom and edges, in contact with a minimal amount of soil. When the plants move to larger containers and growing space, the fabric roots are not competing with each other to expand into the additional soil. When roots have access to more soil, they can freely develop and maximally expand within their contained environment, giving the most efficiency possible in the smallest space.

This reminds me of the kind of “advice” that used to be given by “experts” in the first, very formative stages of overgrow.com’s development. A couple of minor, inexperienced participants in the BCGA forum and maybe a.d.p.c used to advocate cutting the _bottom_ out of a plastic container and placing it directly into the larger pot when transplanting before the veg phase, supposedly to avoid transplant shock. That makes absolutely no sense if you have an even a rudimentary knowledge of botany. How utterly preposterous, yet all the newbs who had just discovered overgrow took it as God’s honest truth. Can't remember which one of them fucked up Vic High's organic soil mix, guess they didn't understand more doesn't always mean better.

One was an old HVAC guy who was below where it was not warm and the other had a three letter nym that was neither the box developed by Kunta or any color of bonanza. In reading through the reconstituted overgrow.com site now, it looks like they became "gurus" there. Funny thing is, a couple years previously one of them posted on the BCGA forum “… it seems my genetics could be better.” No doubt he was correct, so I’d pass on any of the bubblegum related bullshit he’s peddling, at least he’s not calling it Orange Sunshine... yet.

It is obvious my decision not to participate in that forum after I obtained Northern Lights seeds from Gypsy Nirvana was correct. I fought the good fight long enough in adpc and besides, there was no way to do what was necessary to post <wtmkf> in those blinky, emoticon saturated environments. <vbseg>

Retrospection and Review

I’ve been doing this journal two months now, so it's time for a review. I produced this site for the purpose of communicating with my family at some point in the future; hopefully a very, very long time from now, when I’ve completed my Circle of Life. In this way, I can communicate my thoughts and feelings to them in a way that I can’t right now. I want them to understand my feelings about cannabis, know how I’ve developed SouthEast Lights over the years, and hopefully profit from the work I’ve done. While I don’t feel it’s morally right for me to profit from it, I see absolutely no reason why they should not.

They will be able to profit from it because SouthEast Lights has the potential to be the same foundational cannabis genotype as the legendary strain it was developed from, Northern Lights. I want to say again that I have much, _much_ respect for the creator of Northern Lights, NL Seattle Greg. I have read everything I can find that he has posted online and I totally understand why Northern Lights is the legend it is. A Viet Nam vet who developed it for over ten years before Nevil even heard of it. He worked it because he _needed_ it for PTSD. Without even being aware of NL Seattle Greg's existence, I have followed a similar path.

I’ll briefly explain why it has the potential to be the same type of transformational cannabis. Before I begin, this is not a type of cannabis that will be of interest to the normal cannabis seed customer: it doesn’t have the bag appeal smell of blueberries, skunk, etc.; it’s not dripping with visible resin to impress the uninformed; it hasn’t won and would never be entered in the latest High Times Cannabis Cup.

While I’m on this subject, fuck a lot of High Times, for more reasons than I can get into now. Founder Tom Forcade’s vision has been totally blinded. I digress.

What SouthEast Lights does have is the ability to produce a maximum amount of extraordinary flowers in a minimal amount of space, consistently, year in and year out. It has a tremendous tolerance to low/high temperatures and humidity, as well as water and fertilizer variations. It has a relentless desire to survive and thrive, developed from generations of selective choice. The possibility of hermaphroditic plants developing and decimating an entire grow is almost non-existent.

What SouthEast Lights doesn't have is mold resistance, at all. It requires vigorous air circulation because the flowers are so large and dense. It is also a very short, stocky plant so it will never be over five feet. You can’t plant a coconut from South Florida into a forest in Northern California and expect it to grow into a redwood.

Imagine what the commercial growers of the legal states in the U.S. could do with a cross of SouthEast Lights and, oh say… Durban Poison? I had DP live resin in Denver last year and even I’m tempted to try that combination, unfortunately I don’t have the space. Think about what the expert developers (I never use the term “breeder”, you do not breed plants, that’s an animal kingdom procedure) in the Netherlands, Spain and Switzerland could do with a cross of SouthEast Lights and the genetically pure, foundational cannabis stock they possess? Shout out to Shantibaba of Mr. Nice; respect for what you’re doing, what you’re not doing (the auto-flowering, feminized abominations) and how you participate in your forum.

The financial possibilities of using what will now be the verified, documented, completely non-bullshit history of SouthEast Lights cannabis in combination with another “breed” that possesses the trendy, hipster inspired name of the latest Cannabis Cup winner in a managed, commercial growing environment should be endless. I have no idea what reality the future will be but my recent trip to Denver gave me a glimpse of the possibilities.

My beautiful and loving family, these are just some of the things to be considered if you decide to profit from what I’ve done. Instructions and options have been provided with the videos and legal stuff. Follow the path most of you agree on, it will be the correct one. I know most of you will be astounded by what you see and read here, please know I did not keep this a secret for any other reason than I wanted each and every one of you to find your own path. I've laid the foundation for why I've done what I've done so far with this journal. Now I'll build on that and demonstrate how I've done it. If you all decide to keep it in the family, this site will provide comprehensive, detailed instructions in how to continue on with what I have done.

I'll illuminate the path I've taken, as others have done for me, so it will help you discover your own path.