A woman of the 1960’s you’ve never heard about but without her, everything you know about that period in time would _never_ had happened. She didn’t _only_ clean the glassware for zBear, she focused and guided him to do what _they_ did. zBear _always_ referred to her as _partner_ not, helper, assistant, etc. He was the sorcerer, Tim was the apprentice but she was Mother Superior who kept _everything_ inline and made sure everything was done _correctly_.
1. Explain connection to Melissa from your 5 grams and a Silent Garden experience. Describe it, indicate initial research, your concern about her being left out of history and living sad life? Fuck NO. Pic of her and Jerry selling house, loved and _in_ love. Found website next day, read her journal, _more_ profound than zBear. You knew about Jack Casady but not Jerry Jeffress. Wow, look at who this lady has loved and been in love with, these absolute geniuses in disparate fields. Fucking amazing woman she _has_ to be.
2. Research family history, Cargill Corp. Looks like she walked away from corporate family bullshit. ?rejection, was it on both sides. Of little use, other than historical background vs. life she chose but may provide insight into her priorities.
3. Charles Perry RS “cute little honeybee with tender, intellectual eyes, blah, blah blah… fuck every bit of that description… at least he indicated she was Chem major. From Tom Butt email. … was a skilled chemist.
4. 67 bust - https://deadsources.blogspot.com/2018/02/december-21-1967-owsley-bust.html “Miss Cargill, Stanley's girlfriend and a chemistry major, reportedly provided the knowledge for the manufacture of LSD. Fuller said the chemicals found in the house would be studied and analyzed.” _First_ acknowledgement found that backs up your feelings. She had the knowledge, and actual _real_ world experience in a chem lab, not just_ reading_ about it. Probably 5 finger discounted lab glassware and chemicals/materials when making meth. ? same thing with equipment for two five manufacture? He got the base materials, she had the _knowledge_ of what to do with them and how to do it.
5. Describe contact with Tim Scully, seeking info to determine who did what, and most importantly, _whose_ idea it was for chromatography. Poor communication on both our parts, I can’t figure out a way to get him to answer what someone was feeling/thinking, not the actual chemical process. Both of us being on the spectrum doesn’t help. He was process complexity oriented, not who actually came up with the _idea_.
6. Need photo, _not_ associated with GD, zBear, Jack, Jerry that demonstrates that she is a mother, artist, poet and fabric artisan, in addition to self taught web design, multimedia creation, etc. She’s lived a self sufficient lifestyle… beautiful face that carries the lines of a life fully lived.